Truth is that he may have cared but he never loved me. Truth is, is that he doesn’t matter anymore. Truth is I have better things to worry about. Truth is he lost me awhile ago. Truth is I don’t miss him, I miss the atmosphere. Truth is I wont make that mistake again. Truth is I learned a lot because of him treating me badly. Truth is I know what to look for now, now I have standards, a type (anything the opposite of him). Truth is I just want to be treated right and ACTUALLY be loved back. Truth is I will never completely fall again, not like I did. And the truth is I have a smile on my face <3
My brother can be the most oblivious person in my life and then there is a moment when he has an opinion when he cares when he can make me laugh when all I want to do is cry… I’m so proud I can call him my big brother =D
Lets think of something to break her heart as much as possible, lets leave her lets pretend to care and then be and ass hole, lets take advantage of her and not care about that either, lets split her and her friend up, lets lie my ass off to her, lets pretend to be sweet and perfect, and how about we create a bunch of amazing memories so that she will regret every single moment we had together! I think that should piss her off and if that doesn’t work let me get in a rut so that she will feel bad and want to take care of me because lets face it I was her first she still cares a lot more than I do…. ready set execute!
I still hear it beating
its broken beats in my chest
the last few hours
have spent thinking only of you
and a century has gone by
without sleep
I’ll write it down on paper
never for you to read
my eyes are dry
if only for tonight
my fav is the everything is fine… cuz everything is never fine, not all at once things aren’t all perfect at one time they go in and out of what we can bare to enjoy weather it be a relationship or classes, friends or sports…. i think its my fav cuz its the biggest lie
its all about what you do with what ever isn’t fine that makes you happy or sad, letting it over come you makes you feel helpless but over coming it and making it better and satisfying in your own way can make you feel like your on top of the world. being friends with some one you loved, get in better shape for a sport, practice your instrument for band, or even talk to people you don’t like clean the air and make them your friend… enemies come from having different views, understand their views and you might surprise yourself on how satisfied you can be and how close to “everything being fine” as you can get… its hard but it can be done, look at me
never ending tears
stream from my blue eyes
as i think of him
how he hurt me
he broke my heart
i don’t know why
i thought he liked me
he was perfect
too perfect for me
these never ending tears
glide down my face
over my neck
to my finger tips
what am i going to do
without someone
to wipe my tears away
to tell me it will all be ok
to say it’s his lose
he will miss you…
even though its well known
he doesn’t miss you
he never will
why do i have to dream i hate it i wake disappointed and I’m not sure i will ever be able to not dream cant this stop? its killing me from the inside out
im afraid to fall for you and no matter how good you are for me i will always miss him see him and want him ♥
i wish i could tell you what is on my mind, i wish i could tell you how i feel about you, i wish you felt the same about me, and i wish you could be just as happy with me as when im just when i see you… see you smile see you laugh see you focus see you sigh see your dimple even just see you be you and no one else… i wish i could make you laugh like you make me laugh, and most of all i wish you wouldnt be into the wrong girls, be with me cause i will do anything for you no questions asked time and money is never an issue i will always be there for you i just wish i could tell you that
